hea look its my first ever Journal,
pity its in such a bad taught!...
Im sorry to be writing this but i need to talk.
the last 8 months have bein deadly for me, best ever. I found someone who i could relate to, talk honestly to, have so many things in common with...they were honestly the best thing that has ever happend to me. although last night I got the "I need to talk" message. It is over and i cant belive it, there is actually no word to describe how I'm fealing, i know i'm young and that there is plenty more out there........but do I want them?
I know there is nothing I can do bout it. so why am i sittin here in tears typing this. Everything is so confusing....ok lets see, the only thing i can do is get up and move on....lets make it a bit longer then 4 days this time eh....
thanks for taking the time to listin to my rant!
sorry....slán

devilynch